they still not understand me.....

yesterday things still in my mind...still fresh...still cant forget...
the moment that i take back my trial paper...i faint...i totally faint inside my heart...
who can i tell..who can understand how i feel?..who...who beside me?
my tear fall...falling all how hard i tried...falling all how sad and dissapoint i had...
i cant believe i drop so much...it's really hard i tried...during exam..i dint sleep more than 5hr
but what did i get!!!is this what should i get!!....is this the standard that i have!!
parents kept scold for the all...the past..right now and future...how could them treat me like that?
they dint support me or either say some words to warm me...but keep made me down...
i already so dissapoint and sad but....they still throwing stone toward me!!!!
I'M SORRY!!!I CANT BE A PERFECT PERSON AS WHAT YOU ALL WISH!!
i just a normal girl...or i can said that I'M JUST A LOSER!!!
PLEASE....PLEASE....stop hoping from me...just STOP IT!!!
enough and enough...i'm stopping myself from talking with you all...
i'm stopping myself from seeing you all...i just dont wanna to hear any BLAME!!!
PLEASE dont give me so much pressure!!I JUST CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!
i'm tired FOR TRYING...FOR SACRIFICE...FOR EVERYTHING!!!
you all just dont understand me...since the days i start became a teenager...!!!
you all THINK WHY I BECAME SO BAD AND WHY I CANT TURNING BACK!!!
PLEASE DONT BLAME ALL THE PROBLEM TOWARD ME!!is not just my wrong....
!!!CHILDREN HAVE PROBLEM BECAUSE IT CAME FROM FAMILY!!!